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Do this, do that They all have their opinions But who to listen to? The whispering voice inside? Everyone else? So many choices, so many possibilities What is right and what is wrong? Is it okay to wait to choose? Is it okay to make a mistake? Who will I disappoint? In the end the choices must be made, Will they be for me, or for you? Will my life follow my path or the worlds? Am I strong enough to resist your pressure? Can I stand on my own if I must? And that small voice that whispers To listen or not to listen is the dilemma, Will they call me crazy, Will they call me stupid So many choices, so many possibilities.

The struggle I face each day Each time you walk by me without a word Each time you smile at me without being sincere Each time I long for more but it is not to be. Am I just not your type or is it something else? Is it one of those-lets just be friends things? Do I turn you off in some way? Why oh why can we not be more? I try to accept my fate but each day is worse Every word treasured Every look remembered And every moment wished upon Maybe one day Maybe the words will be spoken But until then I wait in agony For the look, the words and the emotion To release me from my anguish- I will wait.

I know I have cause pain and hurt Caused tears to fall And heads to shake And I'm sorry but why? Why can't it change? Why can't friends be friends And leave it at that? I truly cannot comprehend I have felt the pain I can inflict I know guilt, sorrow and weariness But yet I still don't comprehend I'm sorry but why? If I could change it I truly would But life is life, it will stay the same Each person with their loss and gain I sorry when I cause great loss I wish that it could change but it won't I'm sorry but why?

Many times I have felt alone Crying out for refuge from the storm I try to go it alone and fail And at the moment that I give up You come along and pick me up Many times I have pushed you away Secretly hoping that you would stay And when I beg you "please come back" You let me know you were there all along And you carry me in your arms so strong I know I am weak I know that I stumble But no matter what I do You support me through and through Even more so than a friend or a father I hope you know that you are my hero No one can replace you I promise to give you my all As long as you continue To be my wonderfu

The girl in the mirror Looking back at me Full of insecurities That only she can see Life can be rough She has learned she must be tough But if you peel away her layers She is as soft as she could be Her life is not so hard In fact it's rather sweet She really can't complain too much I say to you happily that She looks into the mirror Once more before she leaves And she sees a beautiful creature Yes, beautiful indeed.

The most precious thing to me Was taken by you; it's true You do not know what you've done You're innocent, yet as guilty as can be You have taken so much Yet you know so little I feel foolish to blame you Yet blame you I do Every time I see you My heart slightly wrenches As my most beloved follows you My heart breaks in two I know I must let go Yet hold on I do I stare at you greedily The un-guilty thief you be.

A very lonely person you see Keeps trying to break through The barriers I have built around me The walls secure but lonely Why is no one in my walls? I long for some companionship I long for my own love But these walls I've built are very, very strong I tell myself it's not my fault It's just the way I am But something inside me Doesn't understand I will carry on my life But unhappy I will remain Till I find love and companionship Other than from above

Laying on the beach on that bright summer day, Made the tanning teen wish all her troubles away She didn't have the greatest life But continued on each day Hoping prince charming would rescue her one day. The sun was hot and the heat was high So swim she did and with a sigh She dove in the crystal waters Only rising to the surface when her lungs gasped for air And then she saw him and life was no loner unfair He had curly black hair with dark eyes to match And he took her breath away when with just one glance She quickly gave up hope of anything more When suddenly courage came knocking on her door And up she came out of the wa